Okay, this blog has been pending for weeks. It's time for me to publish it! Let's start from number 10!

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Note: the celebrities you are about to see are chosen by ME. It's all about my eyes.

He's got to be in my top 10 list. He's obviously fit-looking and number 10 really screams his name.

9. Jesse Spencer

He might be doctor but he's a hot one. He's got a sexy british accent pretty eyes!

8. Sean Faris

Sean Faris is a talented actor, I don't see why he's not in lots of movies. Producers should hire him more often because he's not just good-looking but he's good in acting.

7. Penn Badgley
He's my gossip guy. Messy hair or neat hair, he's still rocking those jaw bones. Definitely in my top 10. Blake Lively is a lucky woman.

6. Jared Padelecki
Jared, Jared, Jared. He's big and very fit looking, gorgeous smile, suitable with mid-length hair. who would not fall for Jared?

5. Jensen Ackles
My other Winchester boy apart from Jared Padelecki. When both of them act in Supernatural, I don't know which one is hotter. That is why they're only one step up from each other. But sorry Jared, I gotta put Jensen first.


4. Leonardo DicaprioThe Hero. The Baddass. The Romantic-guy. He surely can play any role. He is mega talented. One thing I notice about him is, he's got hotter everytime he gets older. I love it when he pushed his hair back.

3. Hugh Jackman
He maybe hairy on the arm, regardless, X-men has got to be in my top 3! I want your claws Mr.Jackman! I can call him Hugh, can I? That's like "Hey Huge" but his name sounds like-- oh never mind.

2. Chris Brown
I don't mind his crime record, this isn't about personality, its all about appearance. He is the cuttest guy I've seen. Not just cute cute, he's differently cute. Look at those dimples!

1. Tom Welling
My Superman. Tom Welling deserves to be in this position. He's fit, he's gorgeous, his smile is just irresistable, pink cheeks, pink lips, hair is on point, pushed back hair, good actor, cute nose, and he look so amazing in the shirt. and the list goes on and on.

So, do you agree? Who do you think should be in the list other than these men?

I know I've been neglecting and I've been saying this a lot. I'm in a holiday mood. But I have few announcements to make.

One, I have a really big exam next year so it's gonna impossible for me to update daily. I'm not saying it's impossible but I doubt that its possible too. I know 100% I'm going to be really busy with school. I'm also going to have school at night.

Two, my Hottest Male Celebrities is on the way. I'm currently making a compilation of the pictures and also the owner of the pictures. I have to send emails and stuff, just to make sure that I'm not stealing. I know, I've been taking this matter seriously. I mean just imagine someone took your picture without asking you first?

Three, I need to study CODING. I need to build my own layouts. I know it's hard but using other people's layout is boring sometimes. Even if it is provided for you. I mean sometimes you gotta add a little bit of your taste.

Four, my COTM is dead. I mean there's only three votes and they are all tie. I need a tie breaker. so, I'm going to open the poll back, and you have to vote for your favorite.

and that's all I gotta say. My tumblr is currently dead too, I have a post on the way, it's not finished yet because I have to sorts all my thoughts. You know sometimes when you write something down, something new comes and it is more brilliant so I'm going to sketch first and pour it out. It's something about parental and education.

You can like put a comment there and make it a hot discuss. Till then, I'm out.

But before that, I also have few interesting celeb news.

• Congrats Kevin Jonas and Danielle. Hope you guys have great marriage.
• Carrie Underwood is engaged.
  
• RIP Britanny Murphy who died on 19th Decemeber 2009 because of cardiac arrest.
• Big applaud to Beyonce for leading the Grammy nominations
• Happy belated 20th Birthday Taylor Swift!
• Taylor Lautner was so funny on SNL.
  
• Rihanna was too.
• Lady Gaga on the cover of ELLE magazine, and she was the bomb.
• Happy Birthday David Cook
• Chris Brown deleted his twitter. (I'm going to post about this one)
• Kanye West is rumored to proposed to girlfriend, Amber Rose.
• Rihanna new music video for "Hard" was released.
• Lady Gaga admits she was bisexual
• Robert Pattinson to cast in another movie call "Remember Me?", if i was not mistaken.
• Rihanna said she doesn't have herpes after Tila Tequila was going in to her.
• R&B singer, Pleasure P was arrested because of child abuse.
• the Kardashians appeared as Beyonce's single ladies.
• Taylor Swift was Billboard #1 artist of the year in spite of her top charting album, Fearless. Beyonce comes second, and Lady Gaga comes third.
• Juelz Santana released his first single, Back To The Crib featuring Chris Brown.
  
• Nicholas Sparks new movie, "The Last Song" is going to be released on April 2010 starring Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth. (Can't wait!!!)
• that's all I can remember.

All my invisible visitor. I'm sorry for the ultimate lack of updates. Just so you know, I have a Tumblr account, you can visit there. It is also a blog, but focusing on my thoughts rather than craps. If you have one, follow me!

little announcement, next post going to be My 10 Hottest Male Celebrities. I'm excited. Hold your breath! But let me have some times to do it :)

www.shewritesyouread.tumblr.com

ps: ive changed my display picture. It totally shouts me but I don't know I'm just not really into it, the previous one is absolutely better but I need a total refreshment. So do you like it?

I am jobless, besides that I'm really addicted to twitter and I just realized no one would ever care my tweets so much, so I'm going to leave it aside for a sec. And here I am, staring straight on my laptop's screen punching keyboards, just spitting out what's on my mind without considering any topic to talk about.

the short term for that is, BORED.

Speaking of Twitter, I'm so in love with Tweetdeck, it is the most awesome/multi-purpose Twitter application I've used! You guys have to download it and use it, you don't have to open to any browser anymore.

Anyways, as you probably notice, I didnt update so much with celebrities nowadays except for awards and reviews. well, I don't think I have to unless its important because I think no one would ever visit my blog anyway. Besides, I don't have any copyright infringement to deal with uploading pictures that are not mine. So it would be better if people visit a blog that is simply proper and creditable of their own job.

I'm not as good as ConcreteLoop or IMO, but they make me love celebrities so much. and they inspire me to create a blog on celebrity base (which is not happening right now). A celebrity base blog requires a team, and should be updated at least every one day. And I've been neglecting since last week. Lets just say, I'm not meant to be a celebrity blogger but a celebrity blog reader.

and plus! I don't think I have a reader. so why bother typing paragraphs of craps?

I gotta say I love this album.

When you grab one, you feel like its the new Chris Brown.
Chris Brown's first self-titled album, you'll find it really to hip hop and RnB.
His second album, Exclusive, is more to RnB.
But this new album, you'll find that old school pop music in the ingredients.

Grab one!

Guess who? His new album is going to be released soon!

I've been neglecting this blog. hmm. About the AMA pictures, as I hate to admit this, but I really don't have the urge to search for pictures. I've been procrastinating lately. I hate delaying but I'm a tweet whore right now and couldn't resist it.

lets forget that, shall we?

Anyways, maybe some of you already know about Tila's nerve on Rihanna on twitter. She tweeted that "she was pissed" and "going to write about Rihanna's dirty secret". I was excited at first, but dirty secret? What would Rihanna hide from her fans? And I never would've guess everything she wrote. I guessed it was all about the domestic violence that happened last February. But I was wrong.

And I didn't know why she was going in for Rihanna. But when I read it, now i know. Click HERE to read her journal.

So, I don't know if Tila is doing the right thing or not. How about you?

Who doesn't know today's teen pop sensation, Miley Cyrus? The ever youngest celebrity under 20 to own 25 millions dollar in her pocket? The award winning singer who sold three million albums worldwide?

At a such young age.

What do I like about her? Well, she achieved so much in her young age, which means she is practically ready for the future, in general. Specifically for tabloids, criticism or judgment, I mean, that what it takes to be popular right?

okay, brief details about Cyrus:

Full name: Miley Ray Cyrus
Nick names: Miley, Smiley
Date of Birth: November 23rd 1992
Place of birth: Nashville, Tennessee
Nationality: American
Famous for: Role as Hannah Montana
Siblings: Noah Cyrus, Braison, Trace and Brandi
Spouse: none at the moment, but I heard she's dating Liam.
Bestfriend: Mandy, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, the JB
Crimes: hmm, I don't think she has one. Well, people consider it a 'crime' when she shoot a photo on the cover of Vanity Fair Magazine, semi-nude.
Others: She's youngest celeb to be in Forbes Magazine, ranked #25 owning 25 million dollars.

First off, let me announce the winners for that night. Taylor Swift won the majority but too bad she couldn't be there to receive her awards.

(winners are in bold)

Artist of the year:
-Taylor Swift
-Lady Gaga
-Eminem
-King Of Leon
-Micheal Jackson

Breakthrough Artist Award
-Gloriana
-Keri Hilson
-Lady Gaga
-Kid Cudi

International Artist Award (an honor)
- Whitney Houston

Favourite pop/rock male artist
-Eminem
-Micheal Jackson
-T.I

Favourite pop/rock female artist:
-Beyonce
-Lady Gaga
-Taylor Swift

Favourite Pop/rock album:
-Taylor Swift: Fearless
-Micheal Jackson: Number Ones
- Lady Gaga- The Fame

Favourite Pop/Rock band, Duo or Group
-Black Eyed Peas
-King Of Leon
-Nickelback

Favourite country male artist:
-Jason Aldean
-Darius Racker
-Keith Urban

Favourite country female artist:
-Carrie Underwood
-Taylor Swift
-Reba McEntire

Favourite country music band, duo or group:
- Rascal Flatts
-Sugarland
-Zac Brown Band

Favourite rap/hip hop male artist:
-Eminem
-Jay Z
-T.I

Favourite rap/hip hop album:
-Jay Z- The Blueprint 3
-Eminem- Relapse
- Paper Trail-T.I

Favourite soul/rnb male artist:
-Micheal Jackson
-Jamie Foxx
-Maxwell

Favourite soul/rnb female artist:
-Keyshia Cole
-Beyonce
-Keri Hilson

Favourite soul/Rnb band, duo or group:
-Black Eyes Peas
-Day26
-Mary Mary

Favourite soul/rnb album:
-Beyonce- I am...Sasha Fierce
-Micheal Jackson- Number Ones
- Black Eyed Peas- The E.N.D

Favourite soundtrack:
Hannah Montana The Movie- Various Artist
Hannah Montana 3- Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana
Twilight- Various Series

Favourite Alternative Contemporary Artist
-Green Day
- King Of Leon
-Shinedown

Favourite Adult Contemporary Artist:
-Taylor Swift
-Jason Mraz
-Daughtry

Favorite Latin Music Artist:
-Aventura
-Luis Fonsi
-Wisin Y Yandel

Favorite Contemporary Inspirational Artist:
-Jeremy Camp
-Brandon Heath
-Mary Mary

It's funny how Lady Gaga didn't win. Hmmph, I really want her to grab Artist Of The Year. Anyways, I'm on my way searching for the pictures of the night. So, I'll edit this post later!

Congrats to all the winners!

I received an email from Google, and they drafted one of my post about the WordPress plugin thingy. They stated that my post was "Offensive and should be removed". Well, I admit, it was offensive.

I deleted the post, there's no point of drafting it. Claiming is just a waste of time. Anyway, I'm so in the mood for personal stuff. So, I want to start a tag!

the rule is, list out 10 things (or more) you are not meant to be, but you're doing it/living with it/suffering through it right now and why, or simply just list out the things you're not meant to be even though it's not happening right now or in the future and you don't want it to happen or ANYTHING AT ALL. it's kinda complicated, but I would like to know.

here goes, I'm not meant to:

1) be educated, or anything 'education', because I'm literally stupid (in a good way).
2) be rich, because I admit, I'm not that hardworker or ambitious.
3) be on stage, because I have glossophobia, but I really want to be on stage and rock the crowd.
4) be fit, because I just don't like sports!
5) be a professional blogger, because my grammar sucks.
6) be a good daughter, because I don't know. I just don't feel like I am.
7) have fancy stuff and you know why (see number 2)
8) wear strapless shirt, because I got wide shoulders.
9) be a fighter (in general), because I'm weak.
10) be kind, because I'm not 'that' friendly.
11) be on X Factor, American Idol or any sorts of singing competition because, I don't have the voice and I hate to be judged. (see number 3)
12) be a judge, because I don't like to judge or misjudge people.
13) be a host of a talkshow, because I can't compete or be on the same level as Tyra Banks, Oprah or Ellen DeGeneres, and my self-speech kinda suckish.
14)be a photographer, because I don't have a camera right now and I want one so badly.
15) be an artist, because my drawings are like hfidhfsjhdfuehfsjfhwerf

that's all I can think of right now. I want to know your NOT MEANT TO BEs. Anything at all.

The moral of this post is not for making yourself feel down or creating low self esteem. This post, genuinely posted by me from my own brain, just to make sure that we don't have any narcissism or ego in ourselves. Some say that's confidence, but they are both far eccentric from each other. We must know that everybody is not perfect. Sometimes, it is hard to admit that we have these weakness in ourselves but we try to fight it, and somehow it gets worse. However, jolting down your weakness or your NOT MEANT TO BEs remind you that you are a human and we're battling for it.

Even though, I stated that I'm weak or I'm not ambitious, but deep down, I am. I was just pointing to out that I, if you realized, that am a quiet and patient, taking-it-easy kind of person. Recently, I received or being announced about my exam results. And it was quite disappointing. actually, VERY disappointing. I worked my ass off for that exam. I really did. And I feel no justice in that sheet of paper. I don't know where did I go wrong.

Maybe they were my own faults. Maybe I don't study that hard. But, when I really think about it, there has been no satisfactions written on that result paper. There's this surrounding that I fear, that I'm scared of, that do not understand me and THEY make me feel weak and unsatisfied. I want them to really observe my deep thoughts about them, they were just thinking about themselves. like, they force me to do want I'm NOT MEANT TO BE.

I cannot blame myself for that result, there are other sources that I can relate and prove WHY I got those results!

There are so many things I can talk about right now, but let's not get carried away. So what are you waiting for, start jolting down!