I've been neglecting this blog. hmm. About the AMA pictures, as I hate to admit this, but I really don't have the urge to search for pictures. I've been procrastinating lately. I hate delaying but I'm a tweet whore right now and couldn't resist it.

lets forget that, shall we?

Anyways, maybe some of you already know about Tila's nerve on Rihanna on twitter. She tweeted that "she was pissed" and "going to write about Rihanna's dirty secret". I was excited at first, but dirty secret? What would Rihanna hide from her fans? And I never would've guess everything she wrote. I guessed it was all about the domestic violence that happened last February. But I was wrong.

And I didn't know why she was going in for Rihanna. But when I read it, now i know. Click HERE to read her journal.

So, I don't know if Tila is doing the right thing or not. How about you?

Who doesn't know today's teen pop sensation, Miley Cyrus? The ever youngest celebrity under 20 to own 25 millions dollar in her pocket? The award winning singer who sold three million albums worldwide?

At a such young age.

What do I like about her? Well, she achieved so much in her young age, which means she is practically ready for the future, in general. Specifically for tabloids, criticism or judgment, I mean, that what it takes to be popular right?

okay, brief details about Cyrus:

Full name: Miley Ray Cyrus
Nick names: Miley, Smiley
Date of Birth: November 23rd 1992
Place of birth: Nashville, Tennessee
Nationality: American
Famous for: Role as Hannah Montana
Siblings: Noah Cyrus, Braison, Trace and Brandi
Spouse: none at the moment, but I heard she's dating Liam.
Bestfriend: Mandy, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, the JB
Crimes: hmm, I don't think she has one. Well, people consider it a 'crime' when she shoot a photo on the cover of Vanity Fair Magazine, semi-nude.
Others: She's youngest celeb to be in Forbes Magazine, ranked #25 owning 25 million dollars.

First off, let me announce the winners for that night. Taylor Swift won the majority but too bad she couldn't be there to receive her awards.

(winners are in bold)

Artist of the year:
-Taylor Swift
-Lady Gaga
-Eminem
-King Of Leon
-Micheal Jackson

Breakthrough Artist Award
-Gloriana
-Keri Hilson
-Lady Gaga
-Kid Cudi

International Artist Award (an honor)
- Whitney Houston

Favourite pop/rock male artist
-Eminem
-Micheal Jackson
-T.I

Favourite pop/rock female artist:
-Beyonce
-Lady Gaga
-Taylor Swift

Favourite Pop/rock album:
-Taylor Swift: Fearless
-Micheal Jackson: Number Ones
- Lady Gaga- The Fame

Favourite Pop/Rock band, Duo or Group
-Black Eyed Peas
-King Of Leon
-Nickelback

Favourite country male artist:
-Jason Aldean
-Darius Racker
-Keith Urban

Favourite country female artist:
-Carrie Underwood
-Taylor Swift
-Reba McEntire

Favourite country music band, duo or group:
- Rascal Flatts
-Sugarland
-Zac Brown Band

Favourite rap/hip hop male artist:
-Eminem
-Jay Z
-T.I

Favourite rap/hip hop album:
-Jay Z- The Blueprint 3
-Eminem- Relapse
- Paper Trail-T.I

Favourite soul/rnb male artist:
-Micheal Jackson
-Jamie Foxx
-Maxwell

Favourite soul/rnb female artist:
-Keyshia Cole
-Beyonce
-Keri Hilson

Favourite soul/Rnb band, duo or group:
-Black Eyes Peas
-Day26
-Mary Mary

Favourite soul/rnb album:
-Beyonce- I am...Sasha Fierce
-Micheal Jackson- Number Ones
- Black Eyed Peas- The E.N.D

Favourite soundtrack:
Hannah Montana The Movie- Various Artist
Hannah Montana 3- Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana
Twilight- Various Series

Favourite Alternative Contemporary Artist
-Green Day
- King Of Leon
-Shinedown

Favourite Adult Contemporary Artist:
-Taylor Swift
-Jason Mraz
-Daughtry

Favorite Latin Music Artist:
-Aventura
-Luis Fonsi
-Wisin Y Yandel

Favorite Contemporary Inspirational Artist:
-Jeremy Camp
-Brandon Heath
-Mary Mary

It's funny how Lady Gaga didn't win. Hmmph, I really want her to grab Artist Of The Year. Anyways, I'm on my way searching for the pictures of the night. So, I'll edit this post later!

Congrats to all the winners!

I received an email from Google, and they drafted one of my post about the WordPress plugin thingy. They stated that my post was "Offensive and should be removed". Well, I admit, it was offensive.

I deleted the post, there's no point of drafting it. Claiming is just a waste of time. Anyway, I'm so in the mood for personal stuff. So, I want to start a tag!

the rule is, list out 10 things (or more) you are not meant to be, but you're doing it/living with it/suffering through it right now and why, or simply just list out the things you're not meant to be even though it's not happening right now or in the future and you don't want it to happen or ANYTHING AT ALL. it's kinda complicated, but I would like to know.

here goes, I'm not meant to:

1) be educated, or anything 'education', because I'm literally stupid (in a good way).
2) be rich, because I admit, I'm not that hardworker or ambitious.
3) be on stage, because I have glossophobia, but I really want to be on stage and rock the crowd.
4) be fit, because I just don't like sports!
5) be a professional blogger, because my grammar sucks.
6) be a good daughter, because I don't know. I just don't feel like I am.
7) have fancy stuff and you know why (see number 2)
8) wear strapless shirt, because I got wide shoulders.
9) be a fighter (in general), because I'm weak.
10) be kind, because I'm not 'that' friendly.
11) be on X Factor, American Idol or any sorts of singing competition because, I don't have the voice and I hate to be judged. (see number 3)
12) be a judge, because I don't like to judge or misjudge people.
13) be a host of a talkshow, because I can't compete or be on the same level as Tyra Banks, Oprah or Ellen DeGeneres, and my self-speech kinda suckish.
14)be a photographer, because I don't have a camera right now and I want one so badly.
15) be an artist, because my drawings are like hfidhfsjhdfuehfsjfhwerf

that's all I can think of right now. I want to know your NOT MEANT TO BEs. Anything at all.

The moral of this post is not for making yourself feel down or creating low self esteem. This post, genuinely posted by me from my own brain, just to make sure that we don't have any narcissism or ego in ourselves. Some say that's confidence, but they are both far eccentric from each other. We must know that everybody is not perfect. Sometimes, it is hard to admit that we have these weakness in ourselves but we try to fight it, and somehow it gets worse. However, jolting down your weakness or your NOT MEANT TO BEs remind you that you are a human and we're battling for it.

Even though, I stated that I'm weak or I'm not ambitious, but deep down, I am. I was just pointing to out that I, if you realized, that am a quiet and patient, taking-it-easy kind of person. Recently, I received or being announced about my exam results. And it was quite disappointing. actually, VERY disappointing. I worked my ass off for that exam. I really did. And I feel no justice in that sheet of paper. I don't know where did I go wrong.

Maybe they were my own faults. Maybe I don't study that hard. But, when I really think about it, there has been no satisfactions written on that result paper. There's this surrounding that I fear, that I'm scared of, that do not understand me and THEY make me feel weak and unsatisfied. I want them to really observe my deep thoughts about them, they were just thinking about themselves. like, they force me to do want I'm NOT MEANT TO BE.

I cannot blame myself for that result, there are other sources that I can relate and prove WHY I got those results!

There are so many things I can talk about right now, but let's not get carried away. So what are you waiting for, start jolting down!

One word: Raunchy.

Well it's the first time I've ever seen Beyonce so weird. And this time Lady Gaga looks normal?

International soccer player, David Beckham was seen with new hairdo. Remind you of anyone? Of course Cassie. Cassie was the first celebrity seen with half shaved head.

But David looks good, isnt he? Living with posh wife must be good, eh?

err. This video is very simple. She just sings her heart out in the middle of the field with Choirs for backups.

This is Mariah's single at the moment from her new album "Memoirs of Imperfect Angels"

Nice song tho. I'd give her a 60.

Gotta do this post!



Overall, I'd give him a 62 over 100. Thats a B!

my review:

First thing I noticed was Chris got a pair of huge lips. Kidding! But seriously. I mean, it looked like he enlarged it or something. Nevertheless, he still looks good.

Cassie, Cassie, Cassie. Why the hair? She rocked the hair but I'm sorry but she looked like she's just out of prison. And that scene, when she's face to face with Chris, her face seemed to look like being punched on the wall. The good thing is, I'm glad Chris chose Cassie than any other regular model.

Chris Brown is one of the hottest man I've known in Black Community. Apart from Craig David and Tequan Richmond. And his dance moves is dope! He can dance like a maniac, like he's crazy or possessed. HA!

Chris should wear white T-shirts everytime because he looks hot in it. And I don't know about the nerd glasses. I remembered back in the time in Kiss Kiss video, where he can pull off the nerd glasses but not in this video.

His voice was altered in few parts. Which disappoints me, because he sounded like a girl!

I only like one of the special effects, which is the beginning, where he sings but the smoke (was is a smoke?) comes out along. I don't really like the desert part, it reminds me of Beyonce's Sweet Dreams.

Another dope scene is the last one, where he danced with the kid. I'm not sure what is the point but still cute!

markings:

Song: it rocks, I give him a 20/25
Fashion: hmm, 16/25
Effect: 14/25
Coolness: 5/14.5
Hotness: 7/14.5

overall: 62%

Take a look at these pictures. Sometimes, they are quite eccentric to my eyes. I don't understand why in some runway events, the models have to look utterly ridiculous to grab attentions? Not just the outift, also the face expression. Like they're completely a DOLL! Well yeah, they are dolls, but in order to grab attention and reflect the unique purpose of the attire, why don't show some attitude?

I'm talking about the weird ones.

I'm not a frequent fashion follower, lets just say, I don't follow fashion that much. And to point out that I'm not interested in fashion. I wear what looks good. I love cute tops and dresses.


Luckily we have Lady Gaga. Who currently appreciates 'creative' fashion. But, she has a purpose! She's genuinely comes out like that! From the beginning of her career, she is always unique. But what if she's the only one who's interested in that?!

she once wore Bubble outfit. It was completely out of our mind, but it suits her. She covered whole her body in the VMA, including her face. I just don't see why stylist have to make creative yet hideous outfits! Like, why so many? Why don't just sew one for Lady Gaga?


Maybe it's just me and my zero interest in creative fashion. I mean who would wear an outfit with many clocks around it? I don't consider it as a fashion disaster because obviously they're on runway. But its just so...funny.

They're flattering but sure they're not the perfect outfit for going out? Except halloween. So, conclusion is, maybe these stylist want to compete with each others' creativity. But confusion still playing in my mind.

What do you think?

ONE ANNOUCEMENT! Lady Gaga new video 'Bad Romance' premiered today!



Randomly scary but I love it. One second its tech then it's violence, then other things its dancing, then she appeared sensitive. The last scene scares me.

ps: Lady Gaga!

Have you ever think of going out wearing Neon colors? Like everything Neon colors? From make ups to your dress, to your stilettos, to your ornament and to your purse? I've seen people with all Neon. Some of them look absolutely alluring. I'd like to wear neon colors because it would reflect my fun side.

Someday, if I have the 'chance' to wear everything neon, I'd probably wear all hot pink, hot red or hot blue. I'm a bit brown, so other colors would not suit me.

If I were in a evening event, I would wear...

Also with hot pink lipstick and nails. That'd be so PINK!
Question of the day is, would you got out Neon?

ps: my editing is a bit messy. I was trying so hard to make it look good, but I've already hurt my neck, so I decided to leave it unedited.

credits to: Net-a-porter.com
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