Okay, this blog has been pending for weeks. It's time for me to publish it! Let's start from number 10!

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Note: the celebrities you are about to see are chosen by ME. It's all about my eyes.

I know I've been neglecting and I've been saying this a lot. I'm in a holiday mood. But I have few announcements to make.

One, I have a really big exam next year so it's gonna impossible for me to update daily. I'm not saying it's impossible but I doubt that its possible too. I know 100% I'm going to be really busy with school. I'm also going to have school at night.

Two, my Hottest Male Celebrities is on the way. I'm currently making a compilation of the pictures and also the owner of the pictures. I have to send emails and stuff, just to make sure that I'm not stealing. I know, I've been taking this matter seriously. I mean just imagine someone took your picture without asking you first?

Three, I need to study CODING. I need to build my own layouts. I know it's hard but using other people's layout is boring sometimes. Even if it is provided for you. I mean sometimes you gotta add a little bit of your taste.

Four, my COTM is dead. I mean there's only three votes and they are all tie. I need a tie breaker. so, I'm going to open the poll back, and you have to vote for your favorite.

and that's all I gotta say. My tumblr is currently dead too, I have a post on the way, it's not finished yet because I have to sorts all my thoughts. You know sometimes when you write something down, something new comes and it is more brilliant so I'm going to sketch first and pour it out. It's something about parental and education.

You can like put a comment there and make it a hot discuss. Till then, I'm out.

But before that, I also have few interesting celeb news.

• Congrats Kevin Jonas and Danielle. Hope you guys have great marriage.
• Carrie Underwood is engaged.
  
• RIP Britanny Murphy who died on 19th Decemeber 2009 because of cardiac arrest.
• Big applaud to Beyonce for leading the Grammy nominations
• Happy belated 20th Birthday Taylor Swift!
• Taylor Lautner was so funny on SNL.
  
• Rihanna was too.
• Lady Gaga on the cover of ELLE magazine, and she was the bomb.
• Happy Birthday David Cook
• Chris Brown deleted his twitter. (I'm going to post about this one)
• Kanye West is rumored to proposed to girlfriend, Amber Rose.
• Rihanna new music video for "Hard" was released.
• Lady Gaga admits she was bisexual
• Robert Pattinson to cast in another movie call "Remember Me?", if i was not mistaken.
• Rihanna said she doesn't have herpes after Tila Tequila was going in to her.
• R&B singer, Pleasure P was arrested because of child abuse.
• the Kardashians appeared as Beyonce's single ladies.
• Taylor Swift was Billboard #1 artist of the year in spite of her top charting album, Fearless. Beyonce comes second, and Lady Gaga comes third.
• Juelz Santana released his first single, Back To The Crib featuring Chris Brown.
  
• Nicholas Sparks new movie, "The Last Song" is going to be released on April 2010 starring Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth. (Can't wait!!!)
• that's all I can remember.

Toodles!

I am jobless, besides that I'm really addicted to twitter and I just realized no one would ever care my tweets so much, so I'm going to leave it aside for a sec. And here I am, staring straight on my laptop's screen punching keyboards, just spitting out what's on my mind without considering any topic to talk about.

the short term for that is, BORED.

Speaking of Twitter, I'm so in love with Tweetdeck, it is the most awesome/multi-purpose Twitter application I've used! You guys have to download it and use it, you don't have to open to any browser anymore.

Anyways, as you probably notice, I didnt update so much with celebrities nowadays except for awards and reviews. well, I don't think I have to unless its important because I think no one would ever visit my blog anyway. Besides, I don't have any copyright infringement to deal with uploading pictures that are not mine. So it would be better if people visit a blog that is simply proper and creditable of their own job.

I'm not as good as ConcreteLoop or IMO, but they make me love celebrities so much. and they inspire me to create a blog on celebrity base (which is not happening right now). A celebrity base blog requires a team, and should be updated at least every one day. And I've been neglecting since last week. Lets just say, I'm not meant to be a celebrity blogger but a celebrity blog reader.

and plus! I don't think I have a reader. so why bother typing paragraphs of craps?

I received an email from Google, and they drafted one of my post about the WordPress plugin thingy. They stated that my post was "Offensive and should be removed". Well, I admit, it was offensive.

I deleted the post, there's no point of drafting it. Claiming is just a waste of time. Anyway, I'm so in the mood for personal stuff. So, I want to start a tag!

the rule is, list out 10 things (or more) you are not meant to be, but you're doing it/living with it/suffering through it right now and why, or simply just list out the things you're not meant to be even though it's not happening right now or in the future and you don't want it to happen or ANYTHING AT ALL. it's kinda complicated, but I would like to know.

here goes, I'm not meant to:

1) be educated, or anything 'education', because I'm literally stupid (in a good way).
2) be rich, because I admit, I'm not that hardworker or ambitious.
3) be on stage, because I have glossophobia, but I really want to be on stage and rock the crowd.
4) be fit, because I just don't like sports!
5) be a professional blogger, because my grammar sucks.
6) be a good daughter, because I don't know. I just don't feel like I am.
7) have fancy stuff and you know why (see number 2)
8) wear strapless shirt, because I got wide shoulders.
9) be a fighter (in general), because I'm weak.
10) be kind, because I'm not 'that' friendly.
11) be on X Factor, American Idol or any sorts of singing competition because, I don't have the voice and I hate to be judged. (see number 3)
12) be a judge, because I don't like to judge or misjudge people.
13) be a host of a talkshow, because I can't compete or be on the same level as Tyra Banks, Oprah or Ellen DeGeneres, and my self-speech kinda suckish.
14)be a photographer, because I don't have a camera right now and I want one so badly.
15) be an artist, because my drawings are like hfidhfsjhdfuehfsjfhwerf

that's all I can think of right now. I want to know your NOT MEANT TO BEs. Anything at all.

The moral of this post is not for making yourself feel down or creating low self esteem. This post, genuinely posted by me from my own brain, just to make sure that we don't have any narcissism or ego in ourselves. Some say that's confidence, but they are both far eccentric from each other. We must know that everybody is not perfect. Sometimes, it is hard to admit that we have these weakness in ourselves but we try to fight it, and somehow it gets worse. However, jolting down your weakness or your NOT MEANT TO BEs remind you that you are a human and we're battling for it.

Even though, I stated that I'm weak or I'm not ambitious, but deep down, I am. I was just pointing to out that I, if you realized, that am a quiet and patient, taking-it-easy kind of person. Recently, I received or being announced about my exam results. And it was quite disappointing. actually, VERY disappointing. I worked my ass off for that exam. I really did. And I feel no justice in that sheet of paper. I don't know where did I go wrong.

Maybe they were my own faults. Maybe I don't study that hard. But, when I really think about it, there has been no satisfactions written on that result paper. There's this surrounding that I fear, that I'm scared of, that do not understand me and THEY make me feel weak and unsatisfied. I want them to really observe my deep thoughts about them, they were just thinking about themselves. like, they force me to do want I'm NOT MEANT TO BE.

I cannot blame myself for that result, there are other sources that I can relate and prove WHY I got those results!

There are so many things I can talk about right now, but let's not get carried away. So what are you waiting for, start jolting down!

Gotta do this post!



Overall, I'd give him a 62 over 100. Thats a B!

my review:

First thing I noticed was Chris got a pair of huge lips. Kidding! But seriously. I mean, it looked like he enlarged it or something. Nevertheless, he still looks good.

Cassie, Cassie, Cassie. Why the hair? She rocked the hair but I'm sorry but she looked like she's just out of prison. And that scene, when she's face to face with Chris, her face seemed to look like being punched on the wall. The good thing is, I'm glad Chris chose Cassie than any other regular model.

Chris Brown is one of the hottest man I've known in Black Community. Apart from Craig David and Tequan Richmond. And his dance moves is dope! He can dance like a maniac, like he's crazy or possessed. HA!

Chris should wear white T-shirts everytime because he looks hot in it. And I don't know about the nerd glasses. I remembered back in the time in Kiss Kiss video, where he can pull off the nerd glasses but not in this video.

His voice was altered in few parts. Which disappoints me, because he sounded like a girl!

I only like one of the special effects, which is the beginning, where he sings but the smoke (was is a smoke?) comes out along. I don't really like the desert part, it reminds me of Beyonce's Sweet Dreams.

Another dope scene is the last one, where he danced with the kid. I'm not sure what is the point but still cute!

markings:

Song: it rocks, I give him a 20/25
Fashion: hmm, 16/25
Effect: 14/25
Coolness: 5/14.5
Hotness: 7/14.5

overall: 62%

Take a look at these pictures. Sometimes, they are quite eccentric to my eyes. I don't understand why in some runway events, the models have to look utterly ridiculous to grab attentions? Not just the outift, also the face expression. Like they're completely a DOLL! Well yeah, they are dolls, but in order to grab attention and reflect the unique purpose of the attire, why don't show some attitude?

I'm talking about the weird ones.

I'm not a frequent fashion follower, lets just say, I don't follow fashion that much. And to point out that I'm not interested in fashion. I wear what looks good. I love cute tops and dresses.


Luckily we have Lady Gaga. Who currently appreciates 'creative' fashion. But, she has a purpose! She's genuinely comes out like that! From the beginning of her career, she is always unique. But what if she's the only one who's interested in that?!

she once wore Bubble outfit. It was completely out of our mind, but it suits her. She covered whole her body in the VMA, including her face. I just don't see why stylist have to make creative yet hideous outfits! Like, why so many? Why don't just sew one for Lady Gaga?


Maybe it's just me and my zero interest in creative fashion. I mean who would wear an outfit with many clocks around it? I don't consider it as a fashion disaster because obviously they're on runway. But its just so...funny.

They're flattering but sure they're not the perfect outfit for going out? Except halloween. So, conclusion is, maybe these stylist want to compete with each others' creativity. But confusion still playing in my mind.

What do you think?

ONE ANNOUCEMENT! Lady Gaga new video 'Bad Romance' premiered today!



Randomly scary but I love it. One second its tech then it's violence, then other things its dancing, then she appeared sensitive. The last scene scares me.

ps: Lady Gaga!

Have you ever think of going out wearing Neon colors? Like everything Neon colors? From make ups to your dress, to your stilettos, to your ornament and to your purse? I've seen people with all Neon. Some of them look absolutely alluring. I'd like to wear neon colors because it would reflect my fun side.

Someday, if I have the 'chance' to wear everything neon, I'd probably wear all hot pink, hot red or hot blue. I'm a bit brown, so other colors would not suit me.

If I were in a evening event, I would wear...

Also with hot pink lipstick and nails. That'd be so PINK!
Question of the day is, would you got out Neon?

ps: my editing is a bit messy. I was trying so hard to make it look good, but I've already hurt my neck, so I decided to leave it unedited.

credits to: Net-a-porter.com
Zappos.com

This is just a random post. Basically, later I will list out some famous TV series and movies and I will choose which one I want to be.

1) If I were in Gossip Girl, I want to be:
I want to be Blair, but Serena's good too. Far off, I also want to be Vannesa. Okay, quick decision, I want to be Serena.

2) If I were in Smallville, I want to be: Lois! Definitely Lois.

3) If I were in House, I want to be: Lisa Cuddy. Umm no, I want to be Dr.Cameron.

4) If I were in Supernatural: Man, I really want to be the Winchesters.

5) If I were in Hannah Montana: Hannah, of course. HA!

6) If I were in 90210: Annie Wilson.

7) If I were in Mean Girls: I want to be Regina George.

8) If I were in Bewitched: Definitely the main role,

9) If I were in Everybody loves Raymond: I want to be the wife.

10) If I were in Heroes- I want to be Claire.

How about you? :)

One announcement to make, you CAN NOW tweet my post, if you have one. Don't mind spreading it off.

ps: Im bored :(

I don't have any interesting ideas yet to blog, so in the mean time, I should blog about something boring. You probably don't wanna hear the rest.

My twitter is literally...hacked. Well I'm not the only one though, I've heard that other people who owns a blog (as in Blogger) also suffering the havoc. As you can see, my twitter gadget at the side bar is obviously doesn't contained my tweets. And apparently, the tweets came from a user named Undefined (www.twitter.com/undefined)

Supposedly, I'm going to attack him for hacking my twitter account but apparently he, Undefined, doesn't even know about it. He explained in his tweet that:

RT: @Blogger We've forwarded reports of issues w/Twitter gadget showing tweets from @undefined to the creator of the gadget.

If my tweets are showing on your blog. Please cry to someone else but me. I don't know why, I didnt do it and I cant fix it. thanks.

My point is, I don't blame him at all. I blame blogger. LOL. poor Undefined. Please blogger, fix it!

ps: what's the best dictionary in the world? I wanna know. hit me.

I visited Chris's twitter just now, and he twitpic'd a picture.

He tweeted that he was promoting his new shirts. Here are the pictures:-

my opinion, I don't really know whether am I impressed or the other way around, because I am so hesitant after reading few comments, some of them were saying that Chris DIDNT literally make this shirt, as that they saw it before. Some of them were really proud. I am kinda feeling both.

I am so proud that he is moving on in a good way, it shows that he's really positive about the incident and I know he is growing stronger and stronger. Just because he is a celebrity, he's the media attraction? Chris isn't the only one, there are of course other people who have the same 'experience' as Chris's, its just the matter of 'popularity'. Moreover, these things happen to younger people than Chris, which is worse. I don't know why lots of people were so intimidated with 'chris beating rihanna' and suddenly calling him harsh names like 'Wife Beater' and 'Woman Beater' and etc.

Some fans would always say "People make mistakes" and some people (haters) would take it heavily. They won't forgive and forget. As if they don't remember that Chris is also a "Human". And it really pisses me off when a overreacted hater says something like "Chris, it is so unacceptable of what you did to Rihanna, she's a woman!" because it is so disturbing, its like they really know the real Chris. We didn't know what happened, only Rihanna and Chris know it.

I was a huge fan of Chris, like really huge. I lost interest since pre-incident. I didnt lost interest because of the incident, and in fact, I am still a fan, a fan of his music. Speaking of music, I didn't know why some people say that Chris's music is 'gay'. Can't you just see how he's making millions? and how girls are chasing over him? All i could say is they are just jealous and envious.

oh wow, I didn't intend to make a long post, I guess I'm carried away by my thoughts. Anyhoo, I just wish Chris goodluck to his life.

ps: Chris new album, Grafitti, would be released in 2010. I CAN'T WAIT!